Boredom certainly can inspire creativity.
My intention with Love Letter was to expose what might go through a girl's head when she finally realizes she loves him. Of course she's scared - but she doesn't want him to see that. She's supposed to be the strong one. But she can't deny the fact that the feeling is there, and it's real.

i want need yearn dream of
i am drawn to you in lust with you in love with you long for you you are my first thought as i wake and my last as i drift to sleep even after that i dream about you constantly incessantly i want you to hold me need you to kiss me i need you i need you to tell me how beautiful i am tell me how much i mean to you i want you to whisper sweet nothings in my ear sweet anythings anything to make me melt in your arms and i hate you for making me feel this way for turning me into a sap a romantic a hopeless romantic reduced to a sighing love-sick idiot the kind that used to make me barf i hate the way you make me need you miss you your smile your eyes and dare i say this your kiss the way you run your fingers through my hair the way you saunter in a room like a cool breeze on a hot summer day the way you hold me close as if every moment was our last i would die for you cry for you go through extreme lengths just to be with you to feel your body lying beside mine to hear your heart beat as i gaze into your content face you were always so angelic when you slept i would give up everything to hear your deep sensual voice call out my name but this feeling is holding me back leaving me wondering whether this risk is worth the possible tears the heart-wrenching pain cannot help but hesitate are your feelings real are you real you are too good to be true is that true i admit i'm scared scared shitless scared because i know that if i ever lose you i would die i can't live without you.

i think i love you.

notes:
- media: permanent ink pens
- the statement above are the words i wrote in the actual piece, just in case you guys are wondering what the words say... i used no punctuation - it's supposed to symbolize her haphazard thoughts and jumbled emotions

***update (Feb 2003):
I finally found someone who makes me feel this way.
So Dave, this is meant for you... I never knew why or how I wrote this is the first place... But now I do.